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Intro
01:23
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When I sat down to write this song, I was tryin to ask you why you do what you do, but then I realized, I was just talkin to myself,
Look
I ain’t really the fightin type
But I been fightin all my life
Wakin up, cold sweat, in the middle of the night
Shakin off them streets, shrill women and strife
I’d rather just stay up late drinkin, thinkin
Livin with this pen when I’m inkin
These thoughts out, you can tell it’s thought out
I been planning this shit far out, but all they hear is far out
Guess I’m trippy nigga nasty
Always been the type to take Mary Kate over Ashley
Always been the type to snag them drugs when they pass me
Grabbin on your ass cheeks, your momma say I’m classy
Honestly, honestly, I’m astonishing
Jottin down these Odysseys
Do you follow philosophy?
Are you on to astronomy?
What type of games you playin?
What’s the foundation for all them things you sayin?
You know you just shootin in the dark, right?
Confidence a lil boosted of that hard white
All night you ain’t make no sense
You know the first step is self acceptance
Pac told me we could change this earth
But you know we gotta change us first
Pac told me we could change this earth
But you know we gotta change us first
And I ain’t tryin to be rude, but
I aint tryin to be you, so
Why we suffer for the sins of our father?
Why we suffer for the sins of our father?
I claim my independence
I gotta own my space
All these polices and preachers and teachers
Tellin me that I should know my place
Ain’t no mixed kids in them textbooks
That interracial love is invisible
Everybody scared of their differences
But everybody caught up in the physical
That’s an equation for confusion
I see the devil goin all out
There’s a war goin on outside
And we just livin in the fallout
Lord, please, lead your people out the wilderness
We been lost in the desert for years
We got love and strength and willingness
So brother, sister, hold my hand
Before you know it, we’ll be home again
Yes, brother, sister, hold my hand
Before you know it, we’ll be home again
And yeah I’m trying to be rude
But I ain’t trying to be you, so
Why we suffer for the sins of your father?
Why we suffer for the sins of your father?
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Always been in the mix
2010 was in the gym
The squad was sellin tickets
Make it rain, winnin games
Hit that alley oop
Then mobbin in that afterparty
Ask her what her body do
How do you do, pretty little miss thang?
You look too good for that dude
I’ll be your favorite mistake
You rollin with?
The homie lives around the corner
You ever sip on liquor while you hit that marijuana?
You ever stay up conversating late until the morning?
See, naked’s always honest
But the waitin’s always boring
I’m just sayin boo, let’s make a move
The homie’s spot is vacant too
No pressure
I’m just servin you up some options like them waiters do
Speakin of options, tell me how you feel about college
Cause me, I been thinkin about droppin out
This really been feelin like nonsense
This really don’t feel like progress
I’m really just feelin more stuck
And I keep seeing that word, slavery
When it look like me in that book
But it look like me on that court, don’t it?
And it look like me on that field
But they keep showing me in that courthouse
And they keep showing me in that jail, damn
There’s so many ways to keep me inside a box
As a kid I learned so many voices
It’s crazy I ever get writers block
Still happens quite a lot
I rolled the blunt and she laughed
“Of course the first black guy I fuck is also tryin to rap.”
damn
My girl all up in my ear
She just wanna get wasted
My brain hurtin from all this shit
Don’t know if I can take it
Now I had all them insecurities just bouncin around my head
The homie poured up a drink for me and this is what he said
“What’s the point of rappin anyway
You really need to get a dollar
I know you tired of livin this way
I can hit you off with product
Cause you know I got it
And you know a job don’t cut it
I don’t love it
But them hoes don’t come around smoking dro when you on no budget
So don’t pay them consequences no mind
You a smart nigger right?
Well if you use your brain, you gon be fine
Me and you, we cut from the same cloth
Let’s get it the fast way
Don’t worry bout yo stress
Best to just leave it all in that ashtray”
Damn straight, I’m a don
Livin fast, Ramadan
You don’t know what type of shit that I be on
Chasin that money in the settin sun
But the homie got locked up
So he called up, said he had shit twisted
Cause now he’s down for a ten count and it really don’t make no difference
This is where I find myself
I got nothin to do anyway
This is where I find myself
I got nothing to do anyway
This is where I find myself
I got nothing to do anyway
This is where I find myself
I got nothing to anyway, anyway
Anyway, I’m good
Standin motionless
Hopin doors’ll just
Open up for you
Standin motionless
Hopin doors’ll just
Open up for you
Standin motionless
Hopin doors’ll just
Open up for you
Standin motionless
Hopin doors’ll just
Open up for you
Open up
Baby don’t play yourself
Don’t nobody love you
You gotta save yourself
When there’s nowhere to run to
Baby don’t play yourself
Don’t nobody love you
You gotta save yourself
When there’s nowhere to run to
I’m not stubborn
I’m just right all the time
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Crow Up
04:03
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I been holdin onto something
I just don’t know what
The world it keeps on spinning fast
While I hold on this blunt
Watch the cherry burn real slow
Ridin on this merry go
Every time I look into your eyes
I smell the marigolds, oh
Fire in the mountains
Fire in the sky
Fire in my head now
Fire in your eyes
Fire in the mountains
Fire in the sky
Fire in my head now
Fire in your eyes
I shared another moment
Shouted to the void
Hopin I could find a hold
I think I lost my voice
Baby please, help me see
My eyes have been torn out
Can you be my anchor now
I can’t find my way down
Baby I’m high
Baby I’m fine
Just let me high
Baby I’m fine
I see the candle dance
It reminds me of old romance
I wish I’da took the chance
I got stuck with me
I know what I am capable of
Though I’m stuck with Abel
And he’s stuck inside myself
I pray just for my health
Help me find a way
I been dreamin of a better day
But got stuck in today
Fire in the mountains
Fire in the sky
Fire in my head now
Fire in your eyes
Fire in the mountains
Fire in the sky
Fire in my head now
Fire in your eyes
Baby I can feel your heat
I’m stuck inside your flame
Your shadow dances all around
Can’t help but say your name
Every time the night is cold
It’s only you I want to hold
I’m feelin old
You, make me young
You, told me I’m the chosen one
I don’t know
What do you do when you can’t find the words
I choke
Been chasin something
They say it’s all a joke
But this is all I got
And I, put it on the line
It’s just my life
It’s just my mind
I can’t go home
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Let Me Go
00:54
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Baby let me go
Baby let me go
I just want your love
But you want my soul
Baby, let me go
Baby let me go
Baby let me go
I just want your love
But you want my soul
Baby, let me go
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My teacher told me I’m too smart for my own good
I don’t think she know good
I don’t think she understand the difference
‘tween a writer and a witness
I don’t even know if I should
I don’t even know if there’s a soul I trust
I don’t even, I don’t even know if I could
I just know that life keep on rollin like the wheels on the bus
Still the little engine that could
Good god
Look how far we made it
And everything I did for you
Thought you’d appreciate it
But that ain’t it
Cause everything you say is baited
Like I every girl I’ve dated
You just callin me a sadist or a masochist
Until you start losin me
I wanna pull the rug out
I’m tired of people using me
These days, I’m movin like an illusionist
I’m only human baby
Ain’t Lucifer on my crucifix
You can’t hear the things I say
See the things I do
You’re so caught inside your mind
It’s time I go runnin loose
You can’t hear the things I say
See the things I do
You’re so caught inside your mind
It’s time I go runnin loose
Where were you
When I got the news?
That Hayley died
I couldn’t find you when I got the blues
Shit I remember sendin you texts
But I couldn’t get responses
Cause you was talkin to your ex
And yo, I get it
Cause I been on the same shit
Emotionally vacant, physically vagrant
Goin hard at the bar another day spent
Dreams heavy
Every step crushin the pavement
And Ryan, I know you tryin to help
But sometimes I feel like my ideas just hide on the shelf
And you tell me, that assistance is the mission
But what you workin towards if you don’t understand my vision
So homie I hope you listenin
It’s getin kinda tough to work in these conditions
You threw a shoe at me while I was rappin on stage
Then had the audacity to ask me why I’m enraged
Boy, you crazy
You can’t hear the things I say
See the things I do
You’re so caught inside your mind
It’s time I go runnin loose
You can’t hear the things I say
See the things I do
You’re so caught inside your mind
It’s time I go runnin loose
So walk tall, everything’s in the way
Of your dreams, there’s a hundred thousand reasons to stay
But you only need one to go
Besides, you’ll never know what you’ll find
On the open road until you’re out there
And I hope I see you out there
Cause I believe that the world needs us out here
So, live it up
Live a bit
Isn’t it
Beautiful
When you get
Intimate
Intricate
With yourself
Look
I made a promise to myself that
I wouldn’t give up my happiness for nobody else
Cause when I lost it all
I looked up in that mirror
And guess just what I saw
A brown eyed, handsome man
I stood tall
Brushed my shirt off
And I started again
I won’t let nothin get in my way
I just sing
Oo-De-Lally
Oo-De-Lally
Golly what a day
My teacher told me I’m too smart for my own good
I don’t think she know good
I don’t think she understand the difference
‘tween a writer and a witness
I don’t even know if I should
I don’t even know if there’s a soul I trust
I don’t even, I don’t even know if I could
I just know that life keep on rollin like the wheels on the bus
Still the little engine that could
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Good For Something
04:45
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What you got is never good for nothin
Long as you got it, it’s good for something
And it’s not far away
It’s right here babe
So you can’t ever let that shit go
If you the college student
Or the nigga with the pistol
The homie with the bitches
Or the sister with the broken heart
Trippin, dippin, dodgin rain drops
On the way to Noah’s ark
And that ain’t the coldest part
Even hell is froze and dark
A poltergeist pulled apart
Better grow a bolder heart
Thank god for Joan of Arc
Marcus Garvey
Rosa Parks
We divided
Need more freedom fighters
Tryna seed a spark
I’m just sayin, it ain’t complicated
Use your imagination
You’ll be glad you made it
Magic man, magic man
Can you do your dance again?
Kill the chainsaw?
Catch the rainfall?
Help me avoid that accident?
I’ve got a vision of a sunny day
And it’s not far away, ok
Cause what you got is never good for nothin
Long as you got it, it’s good for something
And it’s not far away
It’s right here babe
Nothing’s out of reach
No more mystery
YOU the missin key
One more lost puzzle piece
You make the picture bigger
I dig the bigger picture
Peter Parker peeped the paralyzed
A penetrating pair of eyes
Will you answer the call of the wild?
Or will you, stay complacent, waitin for your turn?
One day you’ll learn, that
That what you got is never good for nothin
Long as you got it, it’s good for something
And it’s not far away
It’s right here babe
Cause what you got is never good for nothin
Long as you got it, it’s good for something
And it’s not far away
It’s right here babe
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